Something for you, if you would ever read it....
Saturday, May 31, 2008 6:31 AM
Viewing the same thing yesterday and today, the sudden urge of disappointment and sadness actually feels my heart that i wish i could tell? i wonder will there be any dreams of mine being fulfiled. I feel so small compared to your SO in the past. Weird.
Anyway, yesterday i went out with Hong Yi after my tuition to town to collect my HP after being serviced. Had Teppanyaki for dinner. followed by pool session with him at Lucky plaza! Stopped playing before 1 hour reached and i actually have the thought to go k boxing but its too expensive.... haha... also too lazy to go central to find YY and dawnie, so we hang around town, eat ice cream, went Toast box for laksa and Hong yi bought me 2 tops! lol... I am happy.
Today at work, i got injured.i wish i could seek some comfort.
Updates:
I am feeling very very uncomfortable now, feverish, pain all over the body, heart feeling empty, need to have some comfort from you. where are you now. i am crying. I miss you so.
Anyway, yesterday i went out with Hong Yi after my tuition to town to collect my HP after being serviced. Had Teppanyaki for dinner. followed by pool session with him at Lucky plaza! Stopped playing before 1 hour reached and i actually have the thought to go k boxing but its too expensive.... haha... also too lazy to go central to find YY and dawnie, so we hang around town, eat ice cream, went Toast box for laksa and Hong yi bought me 2 tops! lol... I am happy.
Today at work, i got injured.i wish i could seek some comfort.
Updates:
I am feeling very very uncomfortable now, feverish, pain all over the body, heart feeling empty, need to have some comfort from you. where are you now. i am crying. I miss you so.
Tagging game
Thursday, May 29, 2008 4:07 PM
A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
C.) Have FUN!
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Cry?
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ability to understand what others are thinking
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Something simple yet heart warming...
.#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes. Its so scary that i feel like crying.
#5. Do you like cheese ?
Yes, but i am not a big fan of cheese cake though
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being love is definitely more blessed.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as i could
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wait.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Sad to say, but yes.
#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?-
Not being able to be with the one i love:(
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Married?Working?
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, Besties,Loves,Friends, Buddies
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Dawn, She is FUN! Its lovely to be around her.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and Rich.
#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes.
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Stupid, but yes.
#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who can see the same future as me.
#19. What type of friends do you like?
True pals who are not going to stab me in the back!!
peoples i tag
AA
Germaine
Shirgin
Jeannie
SQ
B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
C.) Have FUN!
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Cry?
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ability to understand what others are thinking
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Something simple yet heart warming...
.#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes. Its so scary that i feel like crying.
#5. Do you like cheese ?
Yes, but i am not a big fan of cheese cake though
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being love is definitely more blessed.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as i could
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wait.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Sad to say, but yes.
#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?-
Not being able to be with the one i love:(
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Married?Working?
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, Besties,Loves,Friends, Buddies
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Dawn, She is FUN! Its lovely to be around her.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and Rich.
#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes.
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Stupid, but yes.
#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who can see the same future as me.
#19. What type of friends do you like?
True pals who are not going to stab me in the back!!
peoples i tag
AA
Germaine
Shirgin
Jeannie
SQ
I am wondering
7:13 AM
Life is all about decisions.
What's mine on the take of love, work, school and friends?
I am taking baby step each day, hoping for the best.
Its you i want, but its in me that i fear.
Everything is getting better.
I love myself. Alot.
HITTING THE BIG 2
Sunday, May 25, 2008 7:17 AM
lalala... i am 20 now!!! Laughs. happy Birthday to myself.
祝我生日快乐！！！
23rd may:
Went school late cause i overslept.... and there were surprises awaiting me, by my dear Shirg and Dawn and Germaine and the guys and the E54pians. its Fun. i love the flower and the cake. Thanks my besties and the class.. i am glad!
Photos of whatever that happen will be posted soon!
Worked on both saturday and sunday... saturday, Kingsly and wife plus Rag and Xue er, we went for Party world after work, sang till 2am and i reach home around 2.30am... slept at only 3 plus 4 am... BWARRRRRR.... TIRED!!!
oh yah, i wanna say " I am ACCIDENTALLY in love with you"
I want the feeling of holding you and being held by you. No matter how short the time we spent, how bizzare the way we could have met, how weird my heart yearns for you, I really miss you so. Afterall, do you know who you are? *LAUGHS*
I love ICE CREAM.
choclate ice cream with waffles.
TEST... it seem real...
Saturday, May 24, 2008 12:14 PM
What Christy Lee Chiew Lian Means |
 You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
SWEET ESCAPE
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 2:51 AM
A tag that i got for doing a test. Boo.. update awhile later
For you
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 6:53 AM
I Watched NaRnia Chronicles: Prince Caspian with someone. It was the Nuffang event that i responded to and it gives away a pair of tickets.
The movie was great. 4/5!
i want you in my life, just like the perfect moment we had.
The movie was great. 4/5!
i want you in my life, just like the perfect moment we had.
PICTURES
Thursday, May 15, 2008 1:48 AM
The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 10:31 PM
If you guys have caught the previous movie of NARNIA, this is definitely another must watch in the first place, as personally, i liked it alot! Considering lots and lots of animals in the show, The magnificient plot with castles and warriors, its the kind of place i wished to be in.In this latest movie, NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN, most characters that we have seen in the prvevious movies are still around, just that now, they have to go insearch of finding the true heir to the kingdom as now, the kingdom of NARNIA is ruled by someone undesirable and the right heir is out on exile!!! And obviously, the true heir is PRINCE CASPIAN.
In this movie, i believe there will be lots of adventures, excitment and fun! Its definitely another must watch of the month!
http://www.fighttosavenarnia.com.sg.
Wednesday aka the clique outing day
9:45 PM
Weee….. Today is the class outing day! Finally, E54P has their first and official mini class outing that has half the class population. And we are off to Marina Square for bowling.
Met Dawn and Iskandar and SQ at CCK MRT train station at 1pm and we went over to woodlands to meet Germaine and Jeannie to head to Cityhall to meet the rest. It is seriously fun, to be able to hang out the girls and everyone was literally smiling, cam whoring on the way there.
When we finally reached there, there was a phone call from Shirgin baby saying that they are at marina BAY instead of marina SQUARE! LAUGHSSSSS…… Thus, the gang who are there went to LJS at marina to eat. The gang consists of me, dawn, Jeannie, sq, Germaine, budi, wan and hong yi.
Bowling was good bonding and there was much laughter and cheering going on! Apparently, the girls did way better than the boys and the girls got the first strike of the day! ^_^ Credits to EJAN. After bowling, we went for food, followed by pool. Me and Germaine won the guys team! I cleared the table!!! Hehe. HAPPY.
Then its time to Lepak(chill) at esplanade and the group gathered in the middle of nowhere to play police and murderer.Not all played, some watch, some play some chit chatted. Thus it was overall quite successful i think!
Met Dawn and Iskandar and SQ at CCK MRT train station at 1pm and we went over to woodlands to meet Germaine and Jeannie to head to Cityhall to meet the rest. It is seriously fun, to be able to hang out the girls and everyone was literally smiling, cam whoring on the way there.
When we finally reached there, there was a phone call from Shirgin baby saying that they are at marina BAY instead of marina SQUARE! LAUGHSSSSS…… Thus, the gang who are there went to LJS at marina to eat. The gang consists of me, dawn, Jeannie, sq, Germaine, budi, wan and hong yi.
Bowling was good bonding and there was much laughter and cheering going on! Apparently, the girls did way better than the boys and the girls got the first strike of the day! ^_^ Credits to EJAN. After bowling, we went for food, followed by pool. Me and Germaine won the guys team! I cleared the table!!! Hehe. HAPPY.
Then its time to Lepak(chill) at esplanade and the group gathered in the middle of nowhere to play police and murderer.Not all played, some watch, some play some chit chatted. Thus it was overall quite successful i think!
Updates
7:36 AM
Okay. I haven't really been blogging about personal life and putting pictures, so here i am, compensating for the LOSS.
Words first, next post will be all the photos.
Tuesday
A day which i deem as unclucky to the core. ARGH. Forget it. Its best to let it come to past.Everything is back to normal now.
So... i see that i love to digress. Okay, back to the topic, i have one less student and its a good thing i believe. More time to rest and more time to spend with friends and etc.
Then, after school, me and dawn went pasta mania for dinner and food was not fantastic but service was great.
WE went the Cathy after dinner as CWP is really small and dawn needed to fix her phone's bling.
Its fun going out together with BFF but its a pity shirgin baby cant join, but there will always be a next time where its just the 3 of us! Head home at around 9 cuz dawn's house nearby got STALKER!!!! I hope that stupid stalker fall into the drain. So mean to stalk girl. SIAO one.
More to update later. gotta go out for awhile.
Words first, next post will be all the photos.
Tuesday
A day which i deem as unclucky to the core. ARGH. Forget it. Its best to let it come to past.Everything is back to normal now.
So... i see that i love to digress. Okay, back to the topic, i have one less student and its a good thing i believe. More time to rest and more time to spend with friends and etc.
Then, after school, me and dawn went pasta mania for dinner and food was not fantastic but service was great.
WE went the Cathy after dinner as CWP is really small and dawn needed to fix her phone's bling.
Its fun going out together with BFF but its a pity shirgin baby cant join, but there will always be a next time where its just the 3 of us! Head home at around 9 cuz dawn's house nearby got STALKER!!!! I hope that stupid stalker fall into the drain. So mean to stalk girl. SIAO one.
More to update later. gotta go out for awhile.
Sunday, May 11, 2008 6:28 PM
What Kind of Sexy Are You?
My Result: Sweet Side Of Sexy
Is it the way you dress? Your laugh? The way you speak up at just the right time during a meeting? Those who know you intimately can't wait to uncover more. Because underneath that innocent smile you've probably got a few little secrets. But you'll never tell. Or will you?
Take this Test.. its kinda funny...
Take this Test.. its kinda funny...Life in not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
8:44 AM
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,
wider freeway, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts,
yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast,
get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much and
pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possession, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom and hate too often.
We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We’ve added years to life not life to years.
We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a
new neighbour.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We’ve done larger things, but not better things.
We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than over, but
we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small Character, steep profits
and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies,
and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom
window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when
you can choose either to share this insight or to just hit delete.
Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow
up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to next to you or your partner, because that is the only treasure you can
give your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent.
Remember, to say, “I love you” to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an
embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the
moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and give
time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
wider freeway, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts,
yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast,
get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much and
pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possession, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom and hate too often.
We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We’ve added years to life not life to years.
We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a
new neighbour.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We’ve done larger things, but not better things.
We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than over, but
we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small Character, steep profits
and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies,
and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom
window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when
you can choose either to share this insight or to just hit delete.
Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow
up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to next to you or your partner, because that is the only treasure you can
give your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent.
Remember, to say, “I love you” to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an
embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the
moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and give
time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
MY WEDNESDAY
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 6:04 AM
Today is a nice day cuz i did my pedicure! my leg not pretty i noe, but the nail art and the effort of the manicurist is good la. And i think it really makes my feet loook WAYYYYYY better.
Then i finally have like 1 week break from giving tuition cuz their exams are over...and i certainly look forward to having more time in pampering myself and hanging out with classmates after sch!!!!
LOVESSSSS......
I LIKE THE THOUGHT OF HAVING YOU.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 7:47 AM
I thiink i am overly in love with myself that i am going head over heels over myself. Woah! okays. Thought that was like catchy.
I think i am officially like OVERLY INDULGING in things that are not really COMPULSARY but good to have.
For instance:
BRANDS
MANI & PEDI
SHOPPING
ALL THINGS NICE
GOOD FOOD
okay. this means i have to work harder! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Started on my PP report today as my advisor says it looks good and i should start on it earlier to make sure i have ample time to research and stuffs. BLAH.
No school tomorrow. Time for relaxation it meant.
I think i am officially like OVERLY INDULGING in things that are not really COMPULSARY but good to have.
For instance:
BRANDS
MANI & PEDI
SHOPPING
ALL THINGS NICE
GOOD FOOD
okay. this means i have to work harder! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Started on my PP report today as my advisor says it looks good and i should start on it earlier to make sure i have ample time to research and stuffs. BLAH.
No school tomorrow. Time for relaxation it meant.
Update time
Monday, May 5, 2008 7:34 AM
If i could turn back the time, i wonder if i would still do the exact same things, make the exact same decision, walked the exact same path or otherwise.
I wished i can be the that have just one love, one dream, and the love for all mankind throughout the whole lifetime, regardless of whatever they had done. Memories are no longer sweet but more of bittersweet. The sweet memories only makes me feel bitter inside. i wished i knew why is this happening.
I wished, i really wish and pray, that i could just the ability to accept that mankind are complex creatures that loves to turn simplicity to complexity. I wished i had the strength to carry on and not get burnt out. I want to keep the smile on my face. I wanna to keep the love in me burning.
okays, so much of ranting, now to update properly for today...
I did classic manicure today with Dawn sweetie, who did express manicure. After which we went to IMM for lunch... Her sweet bf *WEILONG* drove us there. Of cuz he was there to eat with us and stuff..
I have 2 session of tutoring today... maybe that explains why i am like totally drained out. like mentally, i think i need a break. or i need a big hug now to warm me from inside.....
I NEED YOUR LOVE BADLY. I WANT IT BADLY.
Task completed:
PP scaffold
Changed blogskin
Trimmed my Fringes
Task to be completed:
PAck Room
PAck Warobe
Read more books
Motivate myself!
Oh yah, I think if i am not wrong, i am in SHL CLUB Management Committee. Sounds cool but sounds tiring too. I hope i can cope. With tuitions, Grooming work, PP and stuffs. I need to be more discipline from tomorrow onwards. I need to stay FOCUS and not let my thoughts wonder anyhow.
I wished i can be the that have just one love, one dream, and the love for all mankind throughout the whole lifetime, regardless of whatever they had done. Memories are no longer sweet but more of bittersweet. The sweet memories only makes me feel bitter inside. i wished i knew why is this happening.
I wished, i really wish and pray, that i could just the ability to accept that mankind are complex creatures that loves to turn simplicity to complexity. I wished i had the strength to carry on and not get burnt out. I want to keep the smile on my face. I wanna to keep the love in me burning.
okays, so much of ranting, now to update properly for today...
I did classic manicure today with Dawn sweetie, who did express manicure. After which we went to IMM for lunch... Her sweet bf *WEILONG* drove us there. Of cuz he was there to eat with us and stuff..
I have 2 session of tutoring today... maybe that explains why i am like totally drained out. like mentally, i think i need a break. or i need a big hug now to warm me from inside.....
I NEED YOUR LOVE BADLY. I WANT IT BADLY.
Task completed:
PP scaffold
Changed blogskin
Trimmed my Fringes
Task to be completed:
PAck Room
PAck Warobe
Read more books
Motivate myself!
Oh yah, I think if i am not wrong, i am in SHL CLUB Management Committee. Sounds cool but sounds tiring too. I hope i can cope. With tuitions, Grooming work, PP and stuffs. I need to be more discipline from tomorrow onwards. I need to stay FOCUS and not let my thoughts wonder anyhow.
