If i could turn back the time, i wonder if i would still do the exact same things, make the exact same decision, walked the exact same path or otherwise.
I wished i can be the that have just
one love, one dream, and the love for all mankind throughout the whole lifetime, regardless of whatever they had done. Memories are no longer sweet but more of
bittersweet. The sweet memories only makes me feel bitter inside. i wished i knew why is this happening.
I wished, i really wish and pray, that i could just the ability to accept that mankind are complex creatures that loves to turn simplicity to complexity. I wished i had the strength to carry on and not get burnt out. I want to keep the smile on my face.
I wanna to keep the love in me burning.okays, so much of ranting, now to update properly for today...
I did classic manicure today with Dawn sweetie, who did express manicure. After which we went to IMM for lunch... Her sweet bf *WEILONG* drove us there. Of cuz he was there to eat with us and stuff..I have 2 session of tutoring today... maybe that explains why i am like totally drained out. like mentally, i think i need a break. or i need a big hug now to warm me from inside.....I NEED YOUR LOVE BADLY. I WANT IT BADLY.Task completed:PP scaffold Changed blogskinTrimmed my FringesTask to be completed:PAck RoomPAck WarobeRead more booksMotivate myself!Oh yah, I think if i am not wrong, i am in SHL CLUB Management Committee. Sounds cool but sounds tiring too. I hope i can cope. With tuitions, Grooming work, PP and stuffs. I need to be more discipline from tomorrow onwards. I need to stay FOCUS and not let my thoughts wonder anyhow.