I am lost.
Monday, June 30, 2008 10:16 PM
I feel strangled, i feel ike i am dangling on a string, falling at any moment if i make too big a move.
I cried like a little kid last night, with so much inside of me, that i finally burst out. The fear in me that i am afriad to tell, that is very mealsy small.
Boyfriend started his work already and i hope he is doing great at work now cause i have caused disturbance to his sleep. I'm sorry. Anyway, boyfriend called to said he might be dropping by my place later so that i could see him for just a little while. I am touched. All the small little geusture he did, the small little stuffs he gave, the short and meaningful phrases he said, never had failed to warm my heart i guess.
Sometimes, love is everything that motivate and spurs you on when u feel drained out.
I cant wait to see your face. I really cant wait to be held by you.
I'll miss you so~
Sunday, June 29, 2008 8:47 AM
Blessed with the love i have from you.
I just want this perfect moment to last forever. I need this moment to last.
I wonder what am i going to do now.... you are not going to be beside me till friday....
My good life has started, with you in it.
Saturday, June 28, 2008 11:12 PM
Warning!! Super long post!
Saturday
It was the Muskerettes meeting time! Met Shirgin and Dawn at Tiong Bahru Plaza to do our nails at LadyFingers. But we had a quick lunch at Thai Express. Food was not that bad. and we had fun time chit chatting. Its nice, to know, we are able to connect with one another.
Did manicure and pedicure with Dawn while shirg did Pedi. All 3 of us have similar Nail art!
For the mani, me and dawn did the same colour and french tip! ^_^
Afterwhich Shirg left for church, while me and dawn went over to her place for food again! =/
ITs nice. Nice homecook food! Then we cabbed over to Orchard Wisma to collect dawn's fone. We wnated to take bus or train but dawn didnt bring her ezlink out, and it was more reasonable to take cab down cause her place is super near town.
Collected her fone at Sony and went over to NYDC to chill... all because town is getting boring and we absolutely have no idea where to go. Then we walked over to PS wanting to wash n blow our hair cause there's too much time to spare. But Red's too expensive la. Only those who r damm rich can afford to spend like that! Thus, we went over to Paradiz center JAntzen for the hair cut. *though i cut mine 2 days ago*
The day ended ard 10 plus with me reaching home and boyfriend came over to fetch me to meet Hanqi Kor kor and Elaine Jie Jie. Elaine Jie Jie super pretty! We chill awhile under the void deck, then went over to Ah mei, then to GhimMoh Kopitiam then we went separate ways and Me and boyfriend went dating, at a super weird timing, which is 2am! went over to Jurong hill, talked about stuffs. Its just so comfortable. Having him talking to me, standing side by side or just leaning on him. Everything. He is what most girl could have ever dream of wanting. He just have the ability to everything seem right.
To Boyfriend:I appreicate everything you done, big or small. You have brighten up my days ever since the first time we met. The day when we went over to Happy Valley. Though we were just friends then. You made everything for me easy. You gave me the" happy energy " to understand that, sometimes, a smile, an embrace and a peck on the cheek, is all we need to make everything fall into place just so perfectly. Through you, i managed to know Han qi and Rick Kor kor, nice people, though u r still the nicest! Thank you for always caring about me, accepting me, caring about me and loving me.If tomorrow never comes, i just want to thank you:
" I love you Shane and Thank you for everything you have given me."
Love of my life.
12:41 PM



This is my boyfriend and Rick kor kor!

Dawn and me... Short hair!
UPDATES
Thursday, June 26, 2008 11:03 AM
Just came back home after meeting Shane, Rick Bro and Han qi bro...
Shane, is my boyfriend.
The one who loves me, care for me, dote on me, understand me and brightening my day.I wonder how my day is going to be like without him.... Looking forward to spend the rest of my time with you!So this explains why i have not been blogging, cause me, shane, han qi and rick have been hanging out quite late, and boyfriend will always send me back home, Eyeore too!
*eyeore is the soft toy that boyfriend got me!
Common places that we hang out would be Han qi bro's viod deck, carpark, Ah mei etc etc....
Last MondayShane(not my bf yet) picked me from school. Went great world for movie and dinner. Get Smart is the show! Nice. must watch!!! I totally adore having able to spend time with him. ^_^
LAst TuesdayWent out with Shane again. he picked me up from Tiong Bahru Plaza... hehe!!I forget what we did exactly but its always fun. Always had alot of laughter with him. Imm we went and we had early dinner at pepper lunch. Bought a top from Espirit. I love the top. Will take photo when i wear it!
Last WednesdayWent tuition, had teochew mui and hang out with han qi bro with rick bro joining us! ^_^ Rick so super funny.ThursdayAttached. ^_^ love him. Never fail to brighten my day. And i cut my hair short. =.= SHocking!Looking forward to tomorrow! Christy love Shane.

Blog vacation i went....
Saturday, June 21, 2008 12:06 PM
there is this long absence of myself blogging which i could only use one way to explain : laziness.
Practically life is good, friends, family and all makes things seem easier...
I totally love the fact that i am doing quite good nowadays and i have made it a point to attend school regularly.
Updates about school:
i have officially attended meetings of the SHL club and i m now in the Welfare and marketing of the club. Hope to have more time for all the meetings and stuffs!
Class is good. But i am still kinda trying very hard to motivate myself to attend school!
General:
I hang out very frequently with dawn and shirg, and we all love the times we sang in k box i bet! ^_^
I totally adore the girls!
Time for some updates
Thursday, June 12, 2008 10:02 PM
Firstly, my apologies for not updating for a period of time.
Life during holidays just revolve around work, friends, MJ and family.
I am hook back into auditioning and i am still trying to have the hang of it back like the past.
Anyways, just to share some insights that i have read.
I forgotten from where did i read, but, roaches that fly are pregnant. So better catch it and don't let it spawn in your home!
People with Sinus problem are more prone to darkening of skin aorund the area like the side of the nose, corner of mouth, dark rings etc etc. I wonder if its true?
MJ is real fun but tiring at the same time.
NG HONG YI
Saturday, June 7, 2008 9:25 PM
okay, this post is dedicated to
NG HONG YI because, he tag ah dawn blog, and he said" u POST to ask me tag, then i will tag, i very DAO one."
So, here is a post for you, happy?!!!!
TAG MY BLOG. on
REGULAR basis okay?!!!
WARNING: If not, i'll kill you when school reopen! on MONDAY TOO.
Updates.
9:01 AM
Wish upon a shooting star, may all my wishes come true.
Dream a sweet dream, may all my dreams come true.
Sing along a sad song, may all my sorrows be washed away.
Trying to reach for the stars and sing a song from the moon, just for you.
i am a lonely soul, seeking for comfort at this very moment.
Where are you?