
ME with Eyeore that Bf bought me!

I have something to say.
I wish i could be more stubborn when it comes to you, i wish i could make myself feel angry. But i just can't. If i am like her, would you pay more attention to me? I didn't say it, but i am disappointed. Very disappointed, everytime when i see the call coming in with the news of " i can't meet you." I am kinda sad.
But anyway, i should be understanding.
Today, met with dawn to eat at westmall.
Then we went over BBDC to apply for my BTT... August i will be taking my BTT. Then went over for tuition. My life is boring to a certain degree i guess. I love dawnie! she is always there for me! i think if she hadn't follow me there, i will be like a lost sheep not knowing what to do.
To boyfriend:
There is so much that I want to say yet whenever I see you, I got so so engrossed by your presence that I always forget to say what I had in mind.
I dunno what good deeds have I done, to be able to meet you, to have you showering constant love on me. The care, the attention, the love, the understanding, the commitment, the promises just made me feel too lost for words each time.
I just want you to be in my life. You know?