Its 2.52 am now as i pen down yet another blog entry.
I can't fall asleep. Feel just wide awake.
Blog has been upgraded for a nicer look. *its my personal opinion*
Anyway, i am feeling kind of stucked.a feeling that i could not explain.
Later will be going out with Dawn, Shirg and Germaine.
Dawn asked me this question" would you choose boyfriend or friend?
I know its quite disappointing, but given the situation now, i will choose my boyfriend.
Reasons are quite simple actually...
1) Shane is not only my boyfriend, he became my soulmate2) He is like my best friend too3) He cares for my well-being more than his own4) He place me on top of alot of things5) His actions made me feel different, a sense of security6) If the world abandon me, he promised to be always there for me7) He gives me everything that i could have asked for8) He could be 24 /7 on standby for meI know it might sound childish, silly to some, but for everything that Shane has given me, i think he deserves to have my everything.
He gave his all to make sure i feel welcomed to his family. He did everything he could just to make me smile. He gave everything he had to me, just wanting to assure me.
He put himself down, just to make me feel good. He corrects me, share with me, and know me like no one else.
He plans everything for the future with me in the picture. He makes me feel like i really can count on him. He is really special.....
When i just say i wanna eat supper, he knows where i wanna go, what i wanna eat. When i say i want to play my favourite song, he would know at his fingertips what songs i want.
I might be selfish or naiive, i don't know, but my boy has certainly proved me that he really deserve a good treatment from me.
But on a sidenote, i really love all my friends too.
I actually feel very torn apart, when i need to choose one.
Both are people i cherish.
How m i suppose to just choose one...
If i can, i will forever want the both catergory of people.
Trust me.