After a long day, i realised, maybe, this isn't what i want.
Maybe i was too stressed out in this new environment where everybody knows where they fit, but i could only try my best to find a corner to fit in, hoping that no one notices, how hard i tried, how hard i tried to hide my disappointment.
I tried hard to do something for you with your presence not around.
I am weary now.
I need time to think...
I love you but loving you made me lost myself.
I don't even know who is the one standing infront of the mirror now.
Because of loving you... i don't know who i am.
Because of wanting to give you the best that i could, i used up all that i could give.
Can i leave now?