Friday, September 12, 2008 8:31 PM
Come back soonI am not exactly in a joyous mood now...
Boyfriend is going to be flying away to vietnam for work...
Going too far away for comfort.. No internet connection, no phone reception.
I am sad and sort of lonely.
Yesterday went for dinner with Shane, Shane's daddy and mummy...
Thats when i got to know the news of him flying.....
So last minute, but it's his job, his career...
I had many dreams last night...
here is one of it that i remembered the most...
Dreaming of me no longer being able to take it anymore because he is constantly flying away, dreaming that i feel totally disappointed and lonely without him and i feel that breaking up is the best solution, while my mummy comforted me, telling me not to be thinking that way...
I think i will be missing you like never before... previously you only went away for few days to hand carry things to other countries.... This is your first official offshore trip, to be on the oil rig, i hope you have a safe offshore trip.
To the sweetest boy i ever had,
I'll be waiting for you to come back... You must remember to take good care of yourself in vietnam... Drink lots of water, cover yourself with blanket when you sleep...
Remember to email me, i will email you too....
Safety is the most important issue and remember what your mummy says... Safety First.
"I will wait for you...i love you, and i'll definitely miss you like crazy."
