I've been more and more like a vain pot, constantly trying to look my best.. *If you don't agree, it's fine with me, people have different definition of their own best* And i am totally into like make-up and having good anf fair skin... I know it sounds ridiculous cause i used to be a runner and i am constantly exposed under the sun and i don't really bother about make up and stuffs but now, i am a total convert! Make up does wonders. Try it properly and you'll know what i mean!*My close pals agrees too, so it doesn;t really matter if people out there don't agree*I feel like eversince that incident that happened, i understood and further confirmed that Shane, is my BOYFRIEND + BEST FRIENDI do have my girly best pals but i am talking about how he treats me and be there for me like a boyfriend/best friend and i totally didnt regret putting him first in my life. I didn't do anything wrong. He is first doesn't mean i don't cherish my rest of the friends right?
If you are truly my friend, you won't mind being the first or the last or whatever because you just wanna be my friend. But anyway, yeah, i feel like i am not so sociable and fun but i have grown in the sense of knowing certain things, you do not need to justify.. Because there are people who do not matter.
And to any bitches hoping that i have fallen out with my best pals, so sorry, i didn't... in fact we even went shopping and do girly stuffs yesterday... This post is just a random post because i am bored and tired because i slept at 4plus am and i now wide awake at 10am. BLAHS.
I am contented cause i have all i need.
Family, my dog, my boy, my close friends. Not in any order, all are important.!